Nothing and nothing and nothing. And then more nothing. Yet I still can't accept it. Can I help it if I want more that nothing? That I really do SUCK at the whole patience thing? That I'm greedy for eternity to start NOW? Apparently I'm supposed to.
I'm not healthy. People don't think like this, or if they do they shouldn't. And I don't even know what I'm thinking. I don't know what I'm feeling, either. All I know is what I'm MISSING. And that's everything. Because that's how much I've lost.
Laters