I wish I was stupid sometimes. So that I wouldn't have to think these thoughts, wouldn't have to look at a life more wasted than earned, wouldn't have to know the potential that's been thrown away. Wouldn't have HAD any potential to have thrown away. Ah, well. I'm still not that smart. Maybe I can have a tumor or some kind of horrible disease that'll take away my whole reasoning capacity. Or maybe not.
Laters