You know what REALLY sucks? Is that both my love and I have been celibate for TOO long. Sure, he's got lotion and I've got toys, but it's REALLY not the same. I need the physical attention, the sense of someone WITH me. So does he. The REAL problem comes in when we TALK about it, TELL each other what we want-or even that we want it. *sigh* Dammit! I need to be touched and held and kissed and...well, and all the other stuff that goes along with it. Mostly I want the physical contact, the reassurance that we're real to each other. Of course, the sex would be great, too...
I should stop thinking about it. And I should DEFINITELY stop rambling about it.
Laters