So I've been REALLY neglecting my blog. All my online time is spent on Fire Opal, and all my other time is spent trying to distract myself from thinking about why he's not with me. As for right now...I'm lonely and frustrated. I SO do not do well with alone. I know I'm codependent, and the only problem comes in when there's no one around for me to be codependent on. *sigh* I'm really lonely. And having Amethyst around only makes it worse because it's like I'm solely responsible for her. Hell, I AM solely responsible. I'm completely out of it. I don't even know what to think. I even don't know how to think anymore.
Laters