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Friday, October 08, 2004

I could have taken anything. Anything but that.
Those vile words, the hatred implicite in the thought. "I loved you." Loved. Past tense. Drunken stupor?
Ah, my fragile heart. After all this...I thought I'd found some stability. A year...not even my record, actually. Three with Ruby.
I thought...I don't know what I thought. But nothing this sudden. Nothing this...tragic.
My poor baby girl. How willingly and ably she adapts to all the shit I put her through. I've got to be a better mother. I've got to finally be worthy of her.
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