I have not slept. I've spent the entire day at the hospital and the police station, and I keep thinking, why does this happen to me? One of those "it'll never happen to me, it's always someone else" type things. Except when it does happen to me. And still I try to talk myself both into and out of believing it. I'm going to shower, something I was not allowed to do until this point. Stupid tests and swabs and needles...
Laters