I'm lonely and depressed and I just want to be held. Is that so bad? I'm worn out by this life. I keep thinking, "Hey, maybe I've not had it that bad. Maybe there are some aspects of my life that haven't or won't turn out to be total shit." Then I sit down and actually think about what has happened in my life. And I realize that it IS that bad, they ARE out to get me, and it WILL end...and as badly as possible-or worse than I can possibly imagine. And believe me, I can imagine some pretty shitty endings.
Okay, I'm done. I just wish there were somebody here to hold me while I cry myself to sleep tonight.
Laters