Why do I do this to myself? And why do I keep having to ask that question? My knight showed up online-and before I could IM him popped right back off again. Not my knight, I suppose. *sigh* I WAS hanging out invisible, though. So I tell myself he got online looking for me. I know, I'm just bringing upon myself more pain, but I can hope. As I do. Over and over again. As over and over again it is proved to me how incredibly futile my hope is.
Laters