Where is he GOING? What is he DOING??? GODDAMMIT, what the hell does he MEAN, "what if I don't come back"?!?!?!? FUCK!!! And THEN telling me not to worry and to go get some sleep. Yeah, like THAT'LL happen. Not now. He's going into the middle of this fucking war because of...WHAT? It's something he believes in? Believe in ME! ME!!! If you're going to die for anything, die for ME! Only DON'T die. Where will I be? Without him? What will I DO? FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to go distract myself. I'm driving myself FUCKING NUTS with this. "Don't worry." Don't worry, my ASS!
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