I hate the words "I promise." They're supposed to MEAN something-everything. Not create a false hope just to shatter it. "I won't make a promise unless I am sure I will keep it." How many broken?
I am more demanding than first impressions indicate. Why do I have to think these things? Why can't I just be content? Or even think about the good things, the happy things, the love? What is so fucking WRONG with me?
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