I hate fighting with people.  I really, really, really do.  My roommate-we'll give him Slate (a grayish/blue colour)-has been fighting with me all day.  Picking a fight, actually.  I just kind of wish that I wasn't the only one who's the way I am.  I would do anything for my friends-and I mean, ANYthing.  I would go into debt for them, I would comfort them when they called me at four in the morning, I would buy them any and everything they wanted, I would commiserate with them and agree with them when they were down, I would support them until they were eighty if they needed me to.  But here I am, fallen, broken, battered, bruised, and scarred-both literally and figuratively-and he holds less than three months against me?  I'm sorry, I didn't choose this.  In fact, if anyone made any choice here, it was HIM.  He invited me and I didn't have any place else to go.  There's not a lot I can do here, especially when he's not helping.  He's not exactly HINDERING, but he DOES begrudge me pretty much everything.  Even an opinion.  I mention that I like a car or wish to see a movie and he acts like I expect him to buy it for me or take me there.  Dammit, this situation sucks.  Ass.
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