I think I made a mistake. Hell, I think I made a hell of a lot of mistakes. With a lot of people. It's like instead of confronting MY unwillingness and fear of talking about the things that actually mean something, I ignore it. And then confront OTHERS with it, putting the pressure and spotlight on them. Why do I do this? To get it off me, for one thing. And it always turns out badly. And yet I continue doing it over and over and over again.
Okay, that's my wannabe thought for the moment.
Laters