FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
I had a huge, I mean HUGE, long post and fucking lost it. Goddammit.
Okay, short summary.
Fucked up family, especially little brother, who's a dickhead.
Missing and loving and wondering about Raven. Is he out of jail? Did he lie? DOES he love me? Will he show up outside my window at midnight? Beat me (please), hurt me (yes), take me away (if only)...
And I'm fucked up.
And going to bed.
Fucking lost post.
Laters