Well now.
I am a collared slave. And my Master loves me. Oh, but He loves me. And I...I don't deserve it. I WANT it, god, but I want it. I NEED it, even. But from Him...oh, hell. What a Man He is! I don't even understand this part of myself. I don't understand my desire to please Him. I don't GET it. It's just...THERE. Real. Do I love Him? Am I in love with Him?
I'm scared and confused. And there are SO MANY obstacles-self inflicted and otherwise-standing in the way of my being what He wants me to be. But...there are none standing in the way of me being His. I AM His. I belong to Him. I BELONG.
Laters