It's not a disease. It's not curable. I am the way that I am. I like 'him' to be aggressive. I want 'him' to order me, command me, dominate me. I want to hurt, I LOVE to hurt. I love to fuck. I want to fuck the friend of the guy I fucked on Thursday. I want to fuck them together-or rather, have them both fuck me.
No, I don't know why. Do I care? No, I don't. I just AM.
And it's not going to change.
Not soon.
Laters